The more I write, the more self-doubt I have

“And by the way, everything in life is writable about if you have the outgoing guts to do it, and the imagination to improvise. The worst enemy to creativity is self-doubt.” ~ Sylvia Plath

When I first started writing novels, about twenty years ago, I wrote just for me. I had a dream to become a published writer, to maybe one day be a full-time writer, but I knew that wouldn’t happen anytime soon. I was just not good enough of a writer yet. Self-doubt held me back from asking feedback on my novels, which I could’ve really learned from. (more…)

Lockdown dampens my libido

woman masturbating

My family and I have been in lockdown since the 15th of May. By my calculation, that makes today 15 weeks of being cooped up in the house together. For the last three weeks, my youngest son had been able to go to school, which had been very good for him, but for the rest of us, the only time we get out is to do groceries (my husband), walk the dog (me) or go for a run (my oldest son). (more…)

Wicked fantasy – Mommy’s turn

I can’t believe this is the last Masturbation Monday. I’ve always really enjoyed participating in this meme, even though I didn’t do it every week. Hopefully, it will come back at some point. Thanks for all your work, Kayla!

CW: age play

I couldn’t stop thinking about that magical night, the one in which I was able to play out my fantasy of being a sexy mom. Couldn’t get her out of my mind – my daughter-for-the-night. It was a sinful fantasy, of course, and I had told myself that I’d only fuck her once, just to get this out of my mind. By instead of fading, my arousal had intensified. I wanted to play with her again. (more…)

Corset – unedited

The Sinful Sunday theme for this week is Unedited. I must admit I wasn’t sure I was going to be able to post an unedited picture. I usually have very little time – or privacy – to take pictures, so I rely on editing to get my pictures right. I don’t usually use filters, but I do crop heavily as often you can see my face in the pictures I take. (more…)

My first pole dancing class

woman pole dancingOn Tuesday I had my first pole dancing class. I was really looking forward to it, but as the time drew near for me to go, I got cold feet. I had had a very busy day at work and had to walk about 20 minutes to go to the studio. I had forgotten my trainers, so had to walk there in high heels, which was a bad idea. My feet started hurting halfway there and I practically hobbled into the building. (more…)